im only a woman...

lately, ive had to deal with a lot of people "shit talking". i think ive drawn the line, when my last encounter with it was my own parents. to be honest, ive never really understood the whole "shit talking" technique. do people really think that what they say will never get to the source?

i also find it extremely odd when people get upset about the things they hear about them-self . if you dont want to hear, dont listen. granted, people shouldnt being saying it to begin with, but i guess we are only human and thats pretty much all we seem to do.

ive decided i want to live in a world free of liars, fakes, and phonies. people need to stop pretending to be someone they arent and start focusing on their futures. we left high school quite sometime ago, and im thinking its time to start acting like it.

reinvent love <3

tonight was the start to a soon to be amazing weekend. granted, things didnt work out as well tonight as we had wanted them to, but that isnt something we could have helped. if only i had been born 2 years earlier....but then again my mom would have been 16 and that would not have been okay.

tonight, we went to see our lovely friend brendon pour his heart out through his rather catchy songs. for those who dont know who im taking about, i went to see panic at the disco. in fact, i said "we" before because my dear friend mattie accompanied me, and together her and i make shit happen. after the show we met up with brendon, and a few other friends. got into a vegas night club vip style, and then got kicked out because we are underage.

fuck that. i need a fake id and i need it fast. if any of you know of anyone, let me know.

tomorrow...er, today, we are driving to disneyland, and at night we will be doing tonight all over again....LA style, which hopefully means we will be allowed into clubs.

im a pretty determined girl. this will happen. i just hope your weekend is as good as mine.