so i just woke up from one of the most scariest dreams in my life. i cant really explain it, but i basically woke up crying. i hate this feeling. its absolutely terrible. i feel as if i have no control whatsoever on my mood for the next couple of hours due to this vivid dream. not to mention, my eyes are all puffy now.

there was, however, a good part of the dream.  this part was about 2 seconds long and eugene was in it (except we werent having sex, so it kind of was a waste). oh well, i wont complain.